Tuesday - 56 days.

56 days till I ship
17 days till my last day of work.

Lordwilling the week after I quit well be able to go on vacation, however when moneys tight it all comes down to the bitter end so well see. I'm thinking if Chris gets this job he's hoping to (won't hear till next Monday or Tuesday) then we should be good to go. It's just rough cause I know that I won't get paid for the first three or four weeks I'm at basic so we gotta make up that time now.

I feel like we've come so far and yet we are so far away from leaving. Every day I think of something else that needs to be done before I leave. I'm feelin pretty stressed.

I've gotten back to the gym and man am I sore. It's a good sore though. I'm pushing thru. I've got to start cutting out caffeine soon and then soda all together. Then I gotta work on no more snacking.

I feel like things are closing in on me. I feel like everything is happening so fast and it's starting to freak me out. I've wanted to leave TODAY, right now for so long and now it's so close I'm kinda gettin scared. First time I've said that out loud. Anyways, I'm strong, I'll be ok. When I'm done working things will slow down alot...I hope!

Missing my hubby (he's in Tampa for the night before the GRE tomorrow). If I miss him this much for one night how will I make it thur 3 months. MAN now I wanna cry. This is gonna be really hard!